It's been some time since I posted on this site. I've had a few of you ask lately if I'm still glad I came back to the Church, or if I'm glad I followed my heart when I left, and then followed my heart again when I came back later. The heart is a funny thing. What it thinks it wants changes over time. Yes, I'm still sorry I left, and yes, I'm glad I came back. In the Bible, Jacob wrestles with an angel. If you lose faith, please wrestle with your doubts, holding on to what you can believe. Wrestle, struggle, doubt, but don't give up.